The world I live in

In reality, I never had a problem when the plaster had to be ripped off. Only when it came to tooth removals I'd get freaked out. When it comes to relationships, the blessed taking out of the plaster or tooth or whatever you want to call it, is something I have experienced very less. The process is quick, short, nerve wracking and hell on the psych. What follows is a major "moment of truth" kind of situation. And this moment could last for a few seconds to I don't know how long. Thankful to have best friends arounds during these times. It's still an 'ouchy' if I let myself think of it. Right now, I'm glad that I can look at it and move on.

Next life, I want to be a dog or a cat. Scratch that. I'd rather be an animal that is not dependent on human beings for mercy, protection, food or love. Perhaps one with a pretty short but fulfilling life. Not a flower, reptile nor an insect please. Well, maybe a bumblebee just for those stripes.

No ripples or waves. No turbulence or strong currents. Just the calm. No thoughts. No yesterday or tomorrow. It's just now. Now is where I am. Now is where I choose to be. In the comfort of darkness, the silence is soothing.

Memories are a blessing and a curse. It's natural to shy away from the bad ones. When a happy one gets tainted, that's a bit difficult to digest. Then, there are the people associated with a memory or form a part of it. Thankful for aches. I'm still living ☺

Do rituals have meanings?

Why do we look at prostitutes and gigolos as some form of lower beings? Same goes for lesbians, gays, transgenders. They are human too. Aren't they? Those who harm, I agree shouldn't go unpunished. But does that mean we club the whole lot and condemn them?

Death stops life. Life cannot stop death. They cannot exist without the other. I suppose all one can do is make a life worthy to be remembered after death. If a life has made an impact, it will be remembered beyond death. Else both are so shallow, meaningless.

Quoted from various people, thoughts of wisdom and little one or two liner nuggets keep appearing and reminding me of the blessings I have. Also that when I say goodbye to bad rubbish, there's a board that goes up in the junkyard which says 'No fishing'. Relieved in ways that I haven't fished. If you have to kick a habit, a thing or a person out because you are getting pulled down, say goodbye to that very thing or person. You don't deserve to live a life of misery or guilt or depression or anxiety or stress. You have a life ahead of you to live on your terms and in the way you want. Be good to yourself and to others. But no taking crap.

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