The world I live in

I dislike him so much. I wasn't sure how I'd be able to be in the same place or room as him. Today he's home. He reached by morning flight. Picked him up and drove back. Not a single word said or uttered. I don't know how I will get along in the next few days. Angry. Annoyed. Frustrated. Hurt. Disappointed.

When it hits you, it hits you, all at one time and in some cases one after another. This seems to be the case with almost everyone I am in touch with. If this is what it means to be an adult, a grown up responsible human being, I think I'll work in social services in my next life. And definitely no marriage, no kids. Perhaps the coward's way out is what I am thinking of. For now, I tackle the multiple issues that have just fallen in my lap without restraint. P.S. : Thank you so much God  for the angels to help in the form of family and friends.

I'm excited about being in Bangalore for 3 whole days. My plans at present include: - working from Bangalore for a day - meeting the book vendors the next day - just going around and doing nothing constructive on day 3 Not sure how much of this is going to happen. But yeah! I do hope to visit a few people whom I haven't seen in a long time. Neil's wedding is just the added bonus. My evenings are totally taken care of. On the flip side, the documents required for buying the flat aren't totally in my hands yet. The seller is very interested in receiving his payments soon. Wish he was interested in giving those blessed documents just as quickly too. Who carries that much cash in the pocket? Please! please! please! let all things happen in good time and favorably for Amrith and me. Would love to have a place of my own to call home.

It's been a while and a day since I last posted here. I've just come back to work after lunch at home. This morning while I was at work, my mom received a phone call. Lady on phone: "Does Veena live there?" Mom: "Yes". Lady on phone: "Is she married?" Mom: "Why yes! She's married and has a year and half old son too." Lady hung up. Why I find this so amusing is that Mom had this eternal worry when I was single that her daughter would run out of proposals or never get married. After 2 and half years of married life and a son, this feels sooooo good. I remember mom smile as I type this. :-)