The world I live in

4 days and 3 nights in Goa... technically 3 days and 3 nights spent in a happy atmosphere. Highlight of stay was a little birdie that thought the glass pane of my room window was a wooden bark and starts pecking at it at 6 AM. I don't mind morning wake up calls but not on vacation when I have nothing planned early and reached bed at 2 AM that same morning. Having my best friend along during the trip was a blessing. Thank God for him deciding to be spontaneous. Worked for me since I was down with fever and the works on the day we reached and the next. I didn't have to dig deep and make the impish me surface. Hope to have a longer break the next time I take one with more friends in tow. Maybe an only friends trip should work out.

Looking back I should have not turned my back on the dream that I had the night before the big day. It was a warning and I didn't heed it. A person walking in front of an oncoming vehicle repeatedly and getting hit. A snake that never let me rest. It didn't make sense then. Now, it speaks volumes. Perhaps the future would negate that warning and I will dream a better dream, someday, a dream of better and more good things to come. Until then, I face reality. And face it I will. Dear God, I don't know what the next second holds. Just don't let go of my hand.